started the fire2:35 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
So it's Tuesday of this final week of my highschool days. And I must say, ladies and gents... I feel rather excellent.
I don't think that anything could quite compare to the sense of calm and serenity that I feel, now that I know I don't have to put up with highschool drama anymore.
Never again will I have to worry about anything highschool related.
That includes but is not limited to,
-people who just assume they're better than you when they're in a different income bracket
-people who actually are better than you, because they're in a different income bracket
-girls who wear skirts in march
-girls who wear leggings with shirts and think it's a good look
-boys who like girls who wear skirts in march
-teachers who praise boys who like girls who wear miniskirts in march
the list goes on...
There's something quite poetic about it, really. The greater part of my youth is over now, and the only fragments of it that are left, are the memories.
Seems like it could be very sad to think about.
I only have happy thoughts.
I'm done being a helpless child, submitting to the 'school rules'. I make the rules now, and they rule my life.
I can be what I want to be, when I want to be, and where I want to be.
It's an excellent feeling, I can't describe it really.
Ben is my soul mate, I've decided. I don't think there's anybody on earth that can stir up so much emotion in me the way that he does.
I often think that our life and love could be too good to be true, but I really hope and wish that it isn't.
Good things come once in a while, and sometimes we're so caught up in the world that we forget to stop and appreciate the fact that it's good.
I know a good thing when I see one, and Ben is definitely a good thing.
I'm technically 'babysitting' right now, so I should probably head off. HUGE exam tomorrow that I'm studying for all night.
Woo.
Anybody care to discuss the historical significance of Columbus?
Didn't think so.
werd,
jess
"The dragonfly symbolizes going past self-created illusions that limit our growing and changing. Dragonflies are a symbol of the sense of self that comes with maturity.