i owe you nothing11:07 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
You know, sometimes I think that Ben might be right about you.
Telling me that I owe you.... I should never put up with your bullshit. I already have endured enough.
I mean, I don't need you, do I? Just to make my life miserable.
To tell the family that I'm not going to graduate.
Fuck you.
I hope that when you find out all the secrets I hide from you... I hope you cry. And I hope that you blame yourself.
It's all because of you, you know. Everything.
Not anymore. I'm taking my life back. It's not yours anymore.
Every word that comes out of your voice disgusts me. You can keep them.
So come on, hit me with your best shot, hot mama. I've got a counter-attack you're going to love.
The cold shoulder is colder when you're getting it instead of giving it.
You anger me so much. When was the last time you praised me for just being me? When was the last time you saw someone beautiful and just let them be?
You will NEVER know happiness. You don't let anybody, even yourself, achieve happiness because you think that once you're happy you have nothing to live for anymore.
I'm happy, and I live for me now.
Fucking bitch whore narcissist.
Have a nice life,
Jess
Labels: anger, hatred, parents
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